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I have a eerie habit of talking to myself, which means I will communicate with this blog as well, my own personal diary, my arcane log.</p>\n<p>Although I’m starting this new blog, I’m not new in blogging. Started blogging when I was in 4th/5th grade. I was interested in technology, always stayed updated on all tech websites. All the tutorials of how to do things, how to make that fancy design, how to program a software, how to build a website, how to do search engine optimization, how to sell domain/hosting, there’s nothing I didn’t do/didn’t write about. I used to write in many different technological blogs. Blogging helped me improve my English, gain lots of knowledge, helped me pass my free times, gave me a place to hangout, my own virtual world! I opened my own websites many many times for blogging.  But all the bloggers I’ve seen, they get tired at a time. I lost my interest too. Found other hobbies. To be very honest I became lazy. I never thought I could be lazier though.  Its been quite a long time since I last wrote a blog. At least 3 years. I’m currently on my exchange year in USA for the academic year. On the last three years I’ve repeatedly thought of starting a blog again but I was just too lazy. This time finally I pushed myself and voalah! Here’s my new blog!!</p>\n<p>But this time its gonna be a bit different. I’m not gonna write about technology. I have finally built this blog to write my insensate thoughts. Personal experiences, travel, music, opinions, etc. Nobody should have the time or interest to read my articles. It’s just personal. And also I’m very bad at writing, expressing myself. So maybe this blog will help me improve my writing skill, at least I hope so.</p>\n<p>But again, why will this blog die?</p>\n<p>The answer is simple. I will die one day, and there’ll be no one to moderate this blog, or renew domain/hosting. So basically this blog is gonna die with me. 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